Archive for October, 2004

Two Weighty Things

Thursday, October 21st, 2004

اخرج عبد بن حميد فى مسنده عن زيد بن ثابت قال: قال رسول
الله صلى الله عليه وآله وسلم: ”اِنّى تاركٌ فيكم ما انْ تَمسَّكتُم به
بَعدى لـم تضلوا كتابَ الله وعترتى اَهلَ بيتى و اِنَّهما لن يتفرقا حتى
يردا علىّ الحوض.”

Abd bin Hameed has mentioned in his Musnad that Zaid ibne Thabit reported from the Messenger of Allah (s.a.w.s.): “I leave amongst you those things that if you remain attached with them you will not deviate after me. (They are) the Book of Allah and my Progeny, my Ahle Bayt. They will not separate till they meet me at the Hauz (of Kausar).
-The Dead Become Alive By The Grace Of The Holy Five(tradition 7)

Fairy Tale Called Paris

Monday, October 11th, 2004

The sky called me from my sleep, and when I woke the sparkling stars blinded my eyes. It was our last night in Paris, though the trip was far from over, and the night was filled with the excitement everyone had about being there expt me. I mean of course I had a nice time, but I didn’t feel as if I was away from home, especially not Paris. I crept across the floor, the cracking wood seemed to rattle the tiny room, as I tried not to awaken my roommate. I was attempting to to close the patio doors to stop the wind from crashing against me while I slept. The thin whit curtains flew in and out of the door guiding me to look at the night. I follow with a feeling of curiosity I hadn’t felt there before, which made me want to look even more.

I reached the patio and stepped onto the cold surface, I was amazed at the site, though I saw it many times before. My eyes saw a different place,yet I remember being out on that patio plenty of times and feeling nothing. I leaned against the rail, starring at the park across the street from where I was. The people seemed so peaceful, and so much in love with one another, something you don’t see everyday. The heat from the long light poles that traced the sides of the park warmed me as I watched the moon dance off the beautiful lake. Something about that night made me see Paris as so many of the others did, and I hadn’t thought twice about.

I almost slept right there on that patio leaning so freely against the rail, as the wind song me to a soothing place inside my mind that not even a dream could have taken me to. But, the twinkling stars wouldn’t let me sleep. Their loud sounds of silence kept me wishing upon them, wishing for that moment to never leave me. Never again did I feel that way while in France, or anywhere else. I’m only left with the memory of that night I had, in my fairy tale called Paris.

Pleasing Allah

Friday, October 8th, 2004

Bismillah

Before and a while after I graduated from high school I use to wear my scarf in different styles mostly in the back in a bun styled with straight pins to have the exact look I wanted. Why did I do this.. to look good of course. Is this the correct answer? doesn’t really matter, it is the truth. I called myself trying to be a better muslima but didn’t think of that when styling my scarf in the morning before going to work or school. I thought it was cute and that’s the way I wanted to look.

A while later after my graduation and my marriage I read that the proper way to wear the scarf is covering your ears and neck. I’ve heard that before but never paid any attention to it because of my own wants. And that wasn’t how I wanted to look. Not THAT modest, and it wasn’t as cute as was the style up in a bun which I liked a lot. I started wearing my scarf that way in the middle of my eleventh grade year, I wanted to start being a better muslima and one of the ways I started was coving my hair, and this is the way I did so. I stopped wearing a scarf the start of my eighth grade year i think.

So at the time that I read what I read about my hijab I was on road of trying to please Allah, not just being a better muslima as I have always said, but I was setting out to be a BELIEVER. Not just profess Islam but truly act upon it. TO BE CONTINUED